What should you do to pull yourself back together? Imagine this, you imagined that you were going to spend a nice weekend, going out, have a nice meal, maybe do some shopping, and go back home with a full stomach and happy mind.
Then, something terrible occurred along the way, just when you were going to start the wonderful weekend. Everything changed in seconds and you don't have the power to control the situation, let along yourself. Next thing you know, everything has been ruined.
You were left alone, sobbing through tears and regretting the whole thing that had happened. Yet, there's nothing that you could do to mend the damage that you, yourself, had created.
You started to blame things on yourself. You locked yourself in your dark room. Couldn't find anything worth doing.
You tried to read, write, and watch DVD, for the sake of entertaining the self. But, nothing happened.
You still felt like shit. Like a piece of forgotten used paper. Unwanted, and ready to be thrown away.
You started to create episodes of drama in your head. Thinking what could have been worse than this, and basically starting to believing every thing inside your mind.
You couldn't control yourself, and you started to sob again... Like a born loser.
Finally, final option. You called friends that still wanted to hang out with you without any pretension, hoping that when you're them you're gonna be happy again.
You went to see them, had a good laugh. Then, you knew that it didn't work at all. You still felt like shit and eventually you went to your personal blog and wrote everything down.
Replace all of the yous into Is...
There you have it.
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